POST 038

Lately, I've been thinking of renovating my blogspot. After watching Social Network and seeing "Mark" blog, I felt motivated to keep on blogging. How odd. I'm still thinking of the header. [In progress]

I'm done with exams, as you can see. And this week started with my Shadow Attachment at RIPAS Hospital at the Paediatrics Department. So far it has been swell. The doctors have been teaching me well and I actually have assignments to do. Gotta search for the answers later.
Although I've been having a great time staying there, the experience also made me rethink everything about my future. I had to recheck with myself if this is what I really wanted. If you were here to see my moods, you would see that nowadays I'm strangely quiet. This is because I've been feeling really depressed. For one thing, because the doctors have been telling me to just study in the Philippines, which is a better option, they say. This all means that whether I get good grades or not, it'll still be beneficial to me. Funny actually.

Upsides of Phil:
Will learn how to be independent
New friends
More hands-on teaching
Will be studying most of the time due to boredom
Can experience new things

Downsides of Phil:
Will be a complete outsider (most probably)
Dangerous
No social life (no hanging out with friends) <- I'm OK with this actually

Upsides of Bru:
My whole family is here
My friends are here
Peaceful & safe (won't be living in fear)
I'm free to go anywhere
Will be able to see my little cousin, Ben James, grow up.

Downsides of Bru:
I'll feel trapped
No new environment
I would get bored soon enough

I'll just add more pros and cons if I can think of any. I wonder if anyone has made this kind of decision before? Oh well, let's leave it to fate. If I've gotten good grades, then it's a sign that God wants me to study here. If not, I'm off to Phil. Win-win situation if you look at it from my perspective.

Anyway, I'll be off now. Have to finish watching You're Beautiful (the last episodes which I missed) & new drama: Playful Kiss. Just going to give it a chance since I was a big fan of the Taiwanese one: It Started With a Kiss. Will see, will see.

yours truly,

`R

`누구세요?

Everyone must be wondering where I suddenly disappeared to? Or not...
But anyway, I'm back. For a while. After what looked like almost one year. I apologize. I just couldn't bring myself to blog anymore due to the overwhelming (exaggerating much?) work I have to do. (and yes, procrastination always played a part in this)

Since I'm resigning with writing articles, I might as well just resort to my blog just in case I might miss writing them. Even though I've been complaining since I had to edit & write so many. I'm sure one day I will regret ever complaining. HEEEEEEEEE.

I'll soon be updating with my recent whereabouts. Since I have to much to share. I can't help myself. I'll save some for later updates.

still yours truly,
`R.

OH, By the way,

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY to WAFI, my colleague :)

`choseunghamnida

Okay, I'm really sorry for not updating after announcing "I'm finally back". I kinda got caught up with all the events in school and the holidays! But I can assure you I had the best holidays this year so far :)

I'm just going to update a little bit. So as some of you know, my birthday was just a few days ago. & I had a surprise 18th birthday party! It was all planned behind my back! :O. That was really the first time ever. I will upload some pictures soon! Hopefully! Before the year ends and school term starts.

But anyway, I would love to share this video. It's Kim Ji Ho (he's actually blind) singing with SHINee's Jonghyun, 2AM's Jokwon & Super Junior's Sungmin.

I'm going to the airport later! Deejah's off to Switzerland for 10 days & she's leaving me here in Brunei, all alone! Even Emay left me :(. I'm just being melodramatic. I really hope they're enjoying or gonna enjoy their holidays! You guys better take LOADS of pictures, okay? Love you girls! ♥

I'm going to end my post here. To everyone; Enjoy your holidays! It's almost Christmas! :)

yours truly,
R.

`guess who's back?

I'M FINALLY BACK

-I have to sleep now.
Just wanted to announce it ;)

`yours truly,
R.

`hiatus until November

Finally, I'm announcing hiatus OFFICIALLY. With a warning, not like before. For that, I apologize.

So like most of you already know, I took AS October/November this year. For Biology, Maths & Thinking Skills. Which means I need time for studying. Therefore, I have to announce hiatus here & my facebook (that's a different matter).

So I have to say goodbye to the internet world for now & hopefully come back with a smile on my face and not a face full of regrets for not being able to study fully.

So this is goodbye for now. The end of my exams would be on the 17th of November. So I'll be back by then. It's not so far now, isn't it?

Ciao, love loads.

`yours truly,
R

`the second day of Raya.

Alright, alright, I changed my mind.

This post is for Zirah who has been asking for the pictures since that day :D. So sorry to make you wait so long! My bad T_T.

So on the 22nd of September, Nazurah invited me to her open house that day.

The host, Naz. :)

Before Hari Raya came, Nazurah & I already made a deal. Her kuih moor for my cheesecake.
So I did bake a cheesecake :)

Kuih moor is my favourite Raya dessert btw. That's why I agreed to the deal. HAHA.

Oh man, wasted a lot of cheese there. o_o.

My dad sent me to her house around 1.15ish PM :D


NOTE: I will continue later at home on my sister's laptop :D
I'm off to the canteen now with Emay & Basmirah! ^^. -- Time: 13.45

continuing... 4.08 AM on 4th October 2009 the at 18.32PM.

So anyway, I waited a few seconds outside Naz's house and then she came. And she kept asking if the cake in the box was hers. Of course lah! :P. When I got there, Zirah & Hazwani were already there. So we ate together, except Zirah ;D

Okay, I couldn't resist not taking a picture of where the desserts were displaced.

The blending of colours is so pretty!

Super colourful cupcakes & kuih-muih.

-- I only tried one cupcake since I'm not a huge fan of cupcakes with sweet icing on top. I like mine plain & simple. :). The swiss rolls on the other hand, were yummy! Been lovin' swiss rolls for a long time now..

And you've got to see the chocolate fountain!

It's so glossy! Can you see my reflection? LOL

Featuring Deej's hand, dipping a grape to the choc fountain!

Featuring Shien Wei's hand. I think that's a marshmallow :P

My tiny plate was full of marshmallows & grapes coated with chocolate. YEA-UH!

Deej with her own chocolate-coated grape.


Going for second round!
Due to the change in menu.

Told you I couldn't resist taking a lot of pictures

A glimpse of Zirah & Wani helping out Naz with the cups

Me & Zaimah, Naz's second cousin.
Such a cutie!

Zirah with Tasha, Naz's first cousin.

Deej & I. So colourful eh?

Here lies the kuih moor boxes! Love trading :P




Deej & I, duo pictures :D


Naz & I, of course!


A solo picture of Zirah.


Zirah & I. :)


I like the curtains & the ceiling :P



On the way home..

There are actually more pictures when I got home. But my pendrive seems like it got corrupted. Since my folders in it don't want to open anymore. DANG! -_-
I'll update when I get back from AS then.

So now I have to go to sleep. Rhea's having the start of her PSR exams tomorrow. Big day for her. High expectations for her as well. Bowhh. Good luck to Rhea! Better pass with 5A's :D

Okay then, ciaos.

`yours truly,
R.

`Selamat Hari Raya

SELAMAT HARI RAYA! :)
This goes out to all my Muslim friends;
I hope you guys got my Raya greetings through text message!
I know it's like 13th Raya day. (was supposed to post this on the 4th day of Raya, but I got caught up)
Talk about being late greeting here on my blog! My bad :P
Better late than never, like they always say, right?




I hope you guys are having the time of your lives even though there's a little bit of spirit from the Hari Raya mood this year.
Don't forget to do your homework even if you guys are in the Raya mood now :P

PS. I will probably post the pictures of my Raya outings after my AS exams. Because I don't think I have time to blog from time to time when the AS exams are just hanging around the corner. So yeah, sorry again that you guys have to wait a few more months for most of the pictures. Oh, there's another factor. My PC broke down on Tuesday and most of the pictures are there. o_o.

I did mananged to save some so no worries.

Now, I'm going to move on to my next blog post.

`yours truly,
R.